oddest thing...

ok i am wired but i kept haveing dreams about my old drugs dog roo then last week i was out with my bro running rostam and meg at birkrigg and as i was playing with Rostam i am still hyper aware of ppl and dogs * you have to be with the workers lol* any way i noticed a dog running towards us no owner in sight so called pup to heel and carried on
wen we got back to the landy my brother was farting around and who drives past but one the ppl i uesd to work with and poss roo :2431: so was that roo running towards us?

its been eating away at me since as some of you know why and im worried about her even more dont know wat to do tho my family say its normal to feel like this after wat we went through but there isnt much i can do i hate it and i HATE them....

Awwww, I dunno what to say to that :love: :love:

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i know i feel really bad i left her but i couldnt do anything they wouldnt sell her to me or anything i remeber the day i lfet her and she was howling and i still see her face and i cant get it out of my head and everything eles....

Don't let it consume you Farah.. I know it's hard but you can't save them all.. :love:

i know my parents say exactly that rich lol but its hard god dam it i dont care about ppl this much :san42:

I know... it's very hard... the mind is the hardest place to escape and when you feel you have failed.. it can really eat you up.. you should know that you tried all you could though.. :love:

i know thanks hun i want the fuckers to BURN :2431: can you see im still quite bitter :san42:

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Aww Fazza, Rich is right, you cannot save them all hun, you did your best and you made it clear how felt, I know you hate them and so would I't just shows what a great person you are hun :san15:

cheers guys i wanna put up secret cameras and catch em out *nearly spealt cath then bev, shelley lmao*

i thought i was alright bout it all then seeing them brought it all back again...

It will do hun, you need to let it out :wqq: the b******

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YEEEEEEEEEEA batman thats why i LOVE you :san42:

Anger is a natural emotion.. it comes along with pain and like Sandra says.. just let it out.. you might feel better.. Silence is the hardest thing in the world to maintain when you feel like an injustice has been done.. The anger just shows how much you care..

awww yes very true might post Rostam to them :whisteling:

everyone speaks of karma ect and i do kinda belive it but i also know a lot of ppl who fall in shit and come out smelling of roses

true :love: get it out fazza

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awww yes very true might post Rostam to them :whisteling:

everyone speaks of karma ect and i do kinda belive it but i also know a lot of ppl who fall in shit and come out smelling of roses

Only till the shit catches up with them hun

Karma... I dunno.. Too often I see bad things happen to good people and vice versa and it makes me sick.. I hate to see decent people hurting when assholes get whatever they want.. the world is a screwed up place..

thats what i see too rich but yes sange i think they wil get theirs and if they dont i will help thm get it :whisteling:

:san42: i cant dance as good as that :san41: :san42: